Online Obituary of Daniel Moore
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To my beautiful first-born son Daniel,
It's been 27 years since you were growing inside me, and we were planning for your arrival and wondering what you would be like. Actually, I already knew your personality ~ you were a gentle, quiet and sensitive soul and I knew you were special. I loved you so very much and when you died, we were devastated. My greatest regret is that I did not hold you, or look at you or take a photo of you. Instead, I opted for denial and dissociation. That was a failure, but it was too late by then to acknowledge you.
Sometimes when I look at your younger brother and sister, I imagine you standing between them, with your arms around them and talking to them protectively and reassuringly. I see you breaking up their arguments and soothing them with gentle humour. I see such great love in your eyes for them. Sometimes I think that this is not just my imagination, but that it's actually you there with them in spirit, passing on an energy to them and giving them strength and support.
Several months ago, you broke through and communicated to me that I must let you go so you can grow. I was stunned! I had no idea I was holding you back. So instantly I forgave that doctor and I knew you were then free to move on. Then when you sent more messages to me through Michael and Lynette, I was thrilled. You told me you would be with me during my work with the grief counselling, helping me and giving me strength and guidance. Since then, I have felt you with me several times, your energy is immensely comforting and I think you for your presence and your strong love.
I sense you are tall and dark-haired, with laughing brown eyes and so much love for us here doing the Earthwalk. How I long to see you and hug you. Mum says time will pass quickly and we will soon be together again.
Do you like the sandstone memorial that Michael and I are building for you? It's going to be so lovely when it's finished and planted in the memorial garden. It feels so much better to have your memorial with me always, rather than having to travel huge distances to see it for a few minutes. Michael has done so much for me to honour your memory and make you a part of our family. He was deeply honoured that you chose to communicate to me through him - he really bonded with you and feels a part of our circle because of it. And I think that helped him with his own personal spiritual growth as well.
You are beautiful, my son. Keep shining your Light on us. We love you and miss you.
Your loving Mum xoxoxo |
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